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Dracula Nosferatu

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Just a thought... [17 Jan 2006|08:08pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I love being goth because I love how I can express my individuality through the way I dress.

I can't wait to die.

*5 wept* *Sorrow*

hmm... [07 Aug 2005|11:33pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

You know...Most people who are goth don't even know that they're goth, and if they say they're goth, then they're not.

*44 wept* *Sorrow*

I've been a goth for all of my life... [05 Aug 2005|11:51pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

As a child, black was the only color in my crayon box.

*5 wept* *Sorrow*

depression... [01 Jul 2005|01:18am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Nobody understands the pain I go through on a daily basis. I have to worry about family, school, finding a job, girls, and a lot of other things most people, especially teenagers, wouldn't understand. Other than all of that, I have to deal with my clothes fading and having to buy new ones in order to be sure that my clothes are always blacker than the other goths...

*17 wept* *Sorrow*

a gothic haiku [25 Jun 2005|08:58am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

feel the pain inside me

blood stains on my sheets

slice myself into pieces
*7 wept* *Sorrow*

cemetary [09 Jun 2005|12:22am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I haven't been updating lately because I found out that some of the goths around where I live hang out at the cemetary, so I've been trying to become friends with them. They don't like me because I'm loud and wear the same Manson shirt everyday...They're probably posers, anyway. I'm through with them.

I tried to get away with going to school with my face white on the last day of school, but my mom noticed and made me take it off. Now it's summer, and I've been trying to stay up all night and sleep all day...But I keep falling asleep around 10.

*9 wept* *Sorrow*

Gothic Soothness.... [29 Jan 2005|01:31am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Today my parents told me that I actually have a slight case of Down Syndrome. They didn't want to tell me because they wanted to raise me as a normal child, but this "goth" thing is getting out of hand and this can be the only explantion. That's what they told me, anyway. So I guess the reason I'm goth is I'm retarded.

*15 wept* *Sorrow*

Grounded?! [30 Dec 2004|03:47am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Damn it, I couldn't go hang out with the other goths at the mall. My parents grounded me when I refused to dig a hole for them outside in the middle of the day. So I can't go to the mall for a week, and I still had to dig the hole! That's so ungoth. It looks like I'm going to be spending the rest of my Christmas vacation writing gloomy poetry in my room...

*14 wept* *Sorrow*

Real goth! [28 Oct 2004|08:21am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

While I was buying my Edgar Allen Poe book from my local book-store, I spotted a magazine entitled "Goth". Since I am a goth, I decided to look through it. It didn't say anything about real goth. It just talked about punk bands and stuff that has nothing to do with goths. It also had pictures of posers like some guy named Peter Murphey, and it talked about that emo fag, Robert Smith a lot, which got on my nerves. I just wish somebody would publish a magazine that talks about REAL goth and not what these little posers think is goth.

*12 wept* *Sorrow*

Goth Chic [18 Sep 2004|09:36pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Today I read a book about goth called Goth Chic. Now I can be even more goth then I already am. I have to go now and buy some tighter pants, because apparently true goths don't wear pants that could house 2 mexican familys. This book had really taught me the error of my ways. I must now go listen to true goth music...Like Nine Inch Nails...Because underground industrial is the music that true goths listen to.

*14 wept* *Sorrow*

The pain I feel [23 Aug 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Why can't my parents understand that I'm an artist and, as such, I don't flip burgers to contribute to society, but sit in my room thinking about the harsh realities of life? That'll get me somewhere someday, right? It got Marilyn Manson somewhere, I believe.

Why, oh why doesn't anybody understand my pain?! I try to help them see that my soul hurts by dressing in black...But they still don't get it!

*31 wept* *Sorrow*

Greetings [23 Aug 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I will share with you my dark feelings and pour my dark heart out to you. All you have to do is sit back and read. That is the purpose of my journal.


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